Honey that would be rape… I'm so sorry, he knew you said no and that you were sick and not willing yet he did it anyway… he knew what he was doing and probably thought it was ok since you're his gf… and his behavior afterwards is typical of domestic abusers (not saying that he is) but they'll make a mistake and then have an extreme reaction like that saying how horrible they are and they don't deserve you etc. He crossed the line, and ultimately it's up to you whether you break up with him or not… but I would suggest breaking up, he knew your history and violated you anyway… he literally knew better and you deserve someone who will respect your boundaries.
Now that you know what your wife is capable of, you need to make all of your future moves very carefully.
When you decide to file for divorce (I think it’s an inevitability since you have a deeper understanding of your wife’s character), you’ll need to be prepared for your own next steps and for what you think hers will be.
A lawyer will detail what you need to do far better than I could. Please go speak with a really good divorce attorney. You need it for this narcissist you’re attached too.
I’m not a lawyer, but when I divorced I got the same advice and glad I did! Most states, I believe, one can’t force the other out
Honey that would be rape… I'm so sorry, he knew you said no and that you were sick and not willing yet he did it anyway… he knew what he was doing and probably thought it was ok since you're his gf… and his behavior afterwards is typical of domestic abusers (not saying that he is) but they'll make a mistake and then have an extreme reaction like that saying how horrible they are and they don't deserve you etc. He crossed the line, and ultimately it's up to you whether you break up with him or not… but I would suggest breaking up, he knew your history and violated you anyway… he literally knew better and you deserve someone who will respect your boundaries.
Now that you know what your wife is capable of, you need to make all of your future moves very carefully.
When you decide to file for divorce (I think it’s an inevitability since you have a deeper understanding of your wife’s character), you’ll need to be prepared for your own next steps and for what you think hers will be.
A lawyer will detail what you need to do far better than I could. Please go speak with a really good divorce attorney. You need it for this narcissist you’re attached too.
but I don't understand, he was happy with me, we always have fun together 🙁
Sounds like y'all just not a good fit, life's way too short, move on and try again sadly.