The op doesn't state what country he's in so don't assume drinking age..
Op, you need to find someone your own age. Why are you dating a teenager? You're in your thirties and you're dating a 19yr old? It's just weird and creepy.
OP, I want to address something since everybody else here already covered the issue with your wife. Is there a way for you to contact old friends and maybe rekindle some friendships? It's nice that you are so committed to your family, and I know that life can be stressful sometimes with work and stuff. But you have to have another outlet in your life. People you can talk to. A support system or at least people you could casually hang out with from time to time. It's important to have more than one (adult) person you can rely on, especially if things with your wife could go south.
I don't mean to shame you here or make you feel bad or anything. Just trying to give you a little nudge. Friendships are important. I'm sure if you contacted some old friends they would be happy to hear from you. You might not want to mention the stuff with your wife then. But meeting up with people you like and care about just to clear your head a little could be very therapeutic. Even if it's just for a beer to catch up a little.
I don't think his behavior has any thing to do with your mental health. It sounds like he has an addiction to gaming. So I guess he does have his own mental health issues.
Honestly, you've asked him to change and he hasn't so now you have a decision to make. Do you want to stay in this relationship and feel the way you feel long term?
I hate to say it but this sounds like an absolute mess. It's lovely that your boyfriend “won't let her ruin your relationship” except that it's already putting strain on it and I fail to understand why your boyfriend would even want her around if she's that catty and weird. Bad vibes.
You should be happy you dont cum fast. Just finish with your hands.
Don't revolve your relationship around social media.
Run away from this guy
I’ve always been trying to be the best for her, but this time I failed and I’m just a human. I try to not hate myself
He is blatantly the selfish one here.
The op doesn't state what country he's in so don't assume drinking age..
Op, you need to find someone your own age. Why are you dating a teenager? You're in your thirties and you're dating a 19yr old? It's just weird and creepy.
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OP, I want to address something since everybody else here already covered the issue with your wife. Is there a way for you to contact old friends and maybe rekindle some friendships? It's nice that you are so committed to your family, and I know that life can be stressful sometimes with work and stuff. But you have to have another outlet in your life. People you can talk to. A support system or at least people you could casually hang out with from time to time. It's important to have more than one (adult) person you can rely on, especially if things with your wife could go south.
I don't mean to shame you here or make you feel bad or anything. Just trying to give you a little nudge. Friendships are important. I'm sure if you contacted some old friends they would be happy to hear from you. You might not want to mention the stuff with your wife then. But meeting up with people you like and care about just to clear your head a little could be very therapeutic. Even if it's just for a beer to catch up a little.
I don't think his behavior has any thing to do with your mental health. It sounds like he has an addiction to gaming. So I guess he does have his own mental health issues.
Honestly, you've asked him to change and he hasn't so now you have a decision to make. Do you want to stay in this relationship and feel the way you feel long term?
Why does she feel you were going to spend that kind of money on here. Let her keep you blocked and find a new GF.
I hate to say it but this sounds like an absolute mess. It's lovely that your boyfriend “won't let her ruin your relationship” except that it's already putting strain on it and I fail to understand why your boyfriend would even want her around if she's that catty and weird. Bad vibes.