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You're not trying to be strong… you're doing a pretty fucking good job.
Some of my backstory. I'm a veteran. Served in the Marines 2000-2005. In that time I met, married, got deployed, came back, got divorced. I left because of that – not because of the lifestyle.
I think back at how much heartache then… and how much heartache could have been saved if either of us – we were both idiots. I was horrible at relationships and she… well she cheated (I found out after we separated – for various other reasons lol).
If I had the strength of character to take one of the red flags and be “Nope. I'm out” – or, in all honest, if she had as well. I was never abusive or a cheater but mistakes were made. Years of suffering could have been ended.
So when I see you able to see a massive flag like that and be like “Nope. If you don't show the message, you're hiding something and I'm out” and then follow through?
I don't know where you live!. Don't know your name. (and I'm not asking so no creeper vibes from me lol) but if you was near and I knew? I'd take you out somewhere to celebrate. Dave and Busters because that's where adults go insteaed of Chuck'e'cheese lol. Not as a date but as a “Good job!”.
I hope you have a friend or family that you can be like “we need to go celebrate!” because the fog of loss at the end of a relationship *SUCKS*… but you've done a good thing and you deserve to go out and have some fun as reward.
But I digress. 🙂
My advice would be to look up some basic definitions and then go on youtube and watch a few videos breaking down what nihilism means. If anything bothers you or you have questions, write them down and bring them to your boyfriend to discuss. You need to have a basic understanding of what existential nihilism is before you start jumping to conclusions.
A great place to ask this question would be a r/philosophy sub where you can have a conversation with people that know about the topic in detail. I studied philosphy at degree level for some years but I've been out of my schooling for over 2 years now and my memory is pretty awful with topics that I'm not particularly interested in. This being one of them. It's a concept that I never agreed with but could understand at the time. Have a chat with him, if you feel like you arent asking the right questions at the moment, you may know what you need to ask about after you have learned a bit about the topic.
You need to arrange a safe way to leave, ripe in your friends or family to be ready to help you move out in the quickest way possible. Maybe wait till hes sober and going out for the day/to work/to friends or something and leave asap- don't leave anything behind or leave things behind knowing you'll never get them back, even ask his mother to help you.
“Appreciate the now” is perfect. And it’s wonderful that you’re so excited and passionate – you just need to figure out a way to channel it that doesn’t involve real, huge life decisions for you both!
A cheesy, secret journal for these thoughts and hopes would be perfect. That’s what I did in the early days of my relationship lol – I’ve got some cringey ass journal entries, but they’re so sweet to look back on now. Maybe a couple different pinterest boards for the home you want or the wedding you’d want to have. If you’re artistic, maybe sketch out your visions or if you knit, start working on a blanket for your future shared home. Whatever your outlet may be – channel it in a way that benefits you.
I think daydreaming and hoping for the future is good as long as you’re finding a way to do it healthily. Right now, you’re stressing yourself out and pushing him away – just gotta find a way to express those feelings in a way that makes your life better, not worse. Look for ways to allow your feelings to prosper emotionally & internally – encourage your own heart without tying it to real world changes. We all need more hope in the world, and it’ll do ya wonders in life to keep that optimism with you, and know how to use it for yourself. In a way that’s bigger than him, and just for you – find an emotional outlet that’ll feed your soul.
Woah, I never saw it that way; I appreciate ur help!!
Seems like a good time for couples therapy (and perhaps individual as well). Get a pro involved!
Glad you have something to occupy your mind with and also enjoying it. How's it going?
Even if it is a misunderstanding, clearly the mom is in a very weird,very problematic competition with you. This kind of stuff only gets worse as time goes on. Get out before coming here asking what you can do because your MIL has your child call her mommy and your husband backs her up.
It’s literally your bfs unwashed cock ngl, my bf washes his everyday and I’ve never got a UTI peed after sex or not. It’s not your fault, and I know it’s painful do not blame yourself girl.
You really can't be this dense surely…
The morning princess is a new thing, he's never said it until recently but it kind of just lines up with the way he talks.
Yeah no, no it doesn't.