It's been ELEVEN YEARS. He is not going to marry you. The only insight we can give is to accept it, or leave.
This guy also isn't as great as you seem to think he is. You dated for a year and a half before he revealed that—whoops!—he was actually still married? C'mon, girl. Wise up
When there's smoke there's fire.
Still right now i think that running away from problems isn’t the solution and i’m feeling really guilty tbh. That’s why i wanna reach for her again
If you want to stay with Lauren cut off your ex. If you want a platonic relationship with your ex, break up with Lauren.
There's a reason you don't want to block your ex and I doubt its because you're “friends”
It's been ELEVEN YEARS. He is not going to marry you. The only insight we can give is to accept it, or leave.
This guy also isn't as great as you seem to think he is. You dated for a year and a half before he revealed that—whoops!—he was actually still married? C'mon, girl. Wise up
Zero.