Pack your things and go to your parents house, you don’t have to live like this, why do you make yourself go through this? You don’t feel good, you don’t trust him, he’s lying, he’s rude, he’s disrespectful, he disappears for hours without telling you or answering his phone, he’s drinking, you’re anxious all the time, does this sound like a healthy relationship to you? Do you really want to marry this person and share your life with him?
Get your dog out of that house immediately. IMMEDIATELY.
“I’ve never ever been the jealous type” well you are now ??♀️
Pack your things and go to your parents house, you don’t have to live like this, why do you make yourself go through this? You don’t feel good, you don’t trust him, he’s lying, he’s rude, he’s disrespectful, he disappears for hours without telling you or answering his phone, he’s drinking, you’re anxious all the time, does this sound like a healthy relationship to you? Do you really want to marry this person and share your life with him?