You see yourself as the super nice guy who would never cheat… but don’t want to admit that you have. Not even to yourself. Not even on this sub with all these people telling you the truth. My guess is you won’t tell your GF and hope this all goes away until new girl contacts your GF.
You tried that years ago and you’re still there? It’s not your boyfriend that needs help, it’s you beloved.
You need to ask yourself why you stay in a relationship where affection is not being served?
Answering that question is the only way you’re going to see your worth and the only way that you’re going to realize what you deserve.
Staying in this situation for years, illustrates that you think you deserve this right now for some reason. Ask yourself the naked questions.
If you’re telling us the truth, I don’t see why you can’t tell your wife the truth.
I will bet you have done this before.
You see yourself as the super nice guy who would never cheat… but don’t want to admit that you have. Not even to yourself. Not even on this sub with all these people telling you the truth. My guess is you won’t tell your GF and hope this all goes away until new girl contacts your GF.
You cant be mad at anybody but yourself on this one