It's ok. It happens to us all. Comparison really is the thief of joy. Make your life happy for you. Invest in things that make you happy or content. Someone out there is looking for you. Be free, so they can find you. It will be ok.
I feel guilty as well and can’t really blame him
This is the only thing wrong in your post.
You abso-fucking-lutely can blame him. Without hesitation.
Break up with him… he doesn't need you if he's got porn and a bottle of loob.
If he's not willing to cut out the porn then you need to cut him out of your life. I guarantee you without knowing you I would drop anything if you walked out in anything sexy because the real thing is better, hands down (no need for hands unless you'd want it giggity). I'm a game addict and any time my ex's would walk out? Game controller down and lets go.
not trying to hit on you but you deserve that kind of energy… not some limp dick whos dropping his karma down the toiled, one tissue at a time.
I want advice but very few people know how to give advice without also making assumptions. For example you calling me jealous, a false and stupid assumption. All you had ti say was stay out of it
Boooo. Downvoted. Enjoy more of losing your internet points.
Can you say GOLD DIGGER! Consider yourself lucky, you got out cheap.
So the brother gets his toxic result.
It's ok. It happens to us all. Comparison really is the thief of joy. Make your life happy for you. Invest in things that make you happy or content. Someone out there is looking for you. Be free, so they can find you. It will be ok.
I feel guilty as well and can’t really blame him
This is the only thing wrong in your post.
You abso-fucking-lutely can blame him. Without hesitation.
Break up with him… he doesn't need you if he's got porn and a bottle of loob.
If he's not willing to cut out the porn then you need to cut him out of your life. I guarantee you without knowing you I would drop anything if you walked out in anything sexy because the real thing is better, hands down (no need for hands unless you'd want it giggity). I'm a game addict and any time my ex's would walk out? Game controller down and lets go.
not trying to hit on you but you deserve that kind of energy… not some limp dick whos dropping his karma down the toiled, one tissue at a time.
I want advice but very few people know how to give advice without also making assumptions. For example you calling me jealous, a false and stupid assumption. All you had ti say was stay out of it
You're crazy to deal with this AND she's crazy period.