I think I’m staying because I actually liked him up until the day my ex died. Then it was like a light switch was thrown and it illuminated anything and everything I could find to not like. My ex’s death has really impacted my world, and I feel unsure about pretty much everything. I was almost finished with my masters degree and I just up and dropped out. I do understand I need to find grief counseling and have been trying….
The bigger issue is that he pays for porn. That's just several levels of stupid to go through.
I think I’m staying because I actually liked him up until the day my ex died. Then it was like a light switch was thrown and it illuminated anything and everything I could find to not like. My ex’s death has really impacted my world, and I feel unsure about pretty much everything. I was almost finished with my masters degree and I just up and dropped out. I do understand I need to find grief counseling and have been trying….
Unnecessary lying is a red flag. There was literally no need for him to lie. Expect that a lot when if you take things further with him.