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Date: October 19, 2022
No, it doesn't justify it and you're not to blame. Had he just broken up with you, I'd say differently. But this is tremendously shitty. If he didn't feel he had it in him to break up with you when you cheated, he probably should've done it when he didn't care enough to even hear what was going on with your grandma. Very low empathy. Just cut him out.
Make sure you heal whatever part of you led to you emotionally cheating, forgive yourself for it, and don't do it again. If you understand all of the underlying factors and feelings and unmet needs that led to it happening, in the future those can pop up as little warning signs to address that stuff by other means before they grow. Spend some time learning to be happy alone.
I'm very sorry to hear about your grandma btw.
This is going to a bit blunt. You proposed to him and he said no. This isn’t about him not getting a hint. It isn’t about phrasing the question just the right way. It isn’t about the ring. You’ve mentioned wanting to get married multiple times. He knows in no uncertain terms that you want to get married. He has told you that he doesn’t want to get married yet. Finding a new way to ask doesn’t change the answer.
You’ve been together 4 years and he’s 30. If he doesn’t know by now, the answer is likely no. It’s possible he’s really is just not ready yet, but thinks he will be someday. It’s possible he doesn’t want to marry at all. It’s possible that, while he may love you, he doesn’t want to marry you. His not wanting to get married “yet” may translate to “I want more experience with other relationships.” It doesn’t mean you’re not great and he’s not happy right now, but he may not feel this is his “forever”. That’s ok, even though it would hurt. What you want is a forever relationship. If he doesn’t want that with you, then he should tell you rather than keep you around for his comfort, preventing you from finding what you want.
Do your best. If you truly care for him.
I’m sorry but I’d definitely like to keep it anonymous because it’s be easy to find out who she was ? what nft communities are you in if you don’t mind me asking?