I specifically said “maybe I would want us to be allowed to sleep with others” as in I wouldn't put that as a restriction, not that I would specifically want us to go around sleeping with others. That's not something I crave and going out of our way to seek out sex with others would absolutely be something not okay for me, but if I were to ask for more freeness in our relationship I wouldn't put a bar on that if thats what he would want to do and the situation happened to come up.
You both need a marriage counseling, this is somthing deal with him not you
I specifically said “maybe I would want us to be allowed to sleep with others” as in I wouldn't put that as a restriction, not that I would specifically want us to go around sleeping with others. That's not something I crave and going out of our way to seek out sex with others would absolutely be something not okay for me, but if I were to ask for more freeness in our relationship I wouldn't put a bar on that if thats what he would want to do and the situation happened to come up.