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destroy my throat until cry, gag and messy deepthroat [79 tokens remaining]
Date: October 4, 2022
destroy my throat until cry, gag and messy deepthroat [79 tokens remaining]
i know that doesn’t look good at all, that the argument caused me to do that. but as soon as i did it before anything was ever told to her i regretted it and instantly blocked that girl and never talked to her again.
She is a horrible human being. Don’t even sweat her another second. You got played because you cared. Nothing you can do about that. She owns all the blame.
OP said in a comment that she had no idea about the porn or masturbating until she walked in on it. So, she's probably pretty shocked. It literally just happened and she was high.
I know it was jarring to walk in on my boyfriend doing it. It's fine now, but the first few times surprised the shit out of me.
I find it pretty bold of her to even approach you about a hall pass, when she’s previously already done it behind your back. She’s known the whole time that you wouldn’t want to do it, but her selfish sexual wants outweighed your need for reassurance and security. Just like they outweighed your needs when she cheated. She’s showing you who she is. Most cheaters find ways to cheat again and again, doesn’t matter if it’s in everyday life or at parties. What matters is their attitude and mindset.
You know her best. You’re the only one who can tell, if she is worth staying and potentially having to deal with more hurt. From my own experience, most cheaters don’t stop.
No matter what you end up doing, I’m hoping for the best for you.
The parh you were on before Gary was your second marriage failing before age 50, and you apparently had no problem with helping him cheat on his wife before your divorce was finalized.
I don’t think your path was going “toward a truly healthy life” before Gary either.
It sounds like you need to be single and stop making so many terrible decisions.
Honestly? The realization that while i cared a lot about my (ex)boyfriend I preferred when he wasn’t home was the beginning of the end of that relationship. Something doesn’t have to be terribly wrong for him to not be right for you (although why the fuck does he think his clothes are more important than yours?)
Have you ever seen the MTV show Catfish?
She is definitely good enough to marry. I just want us to work out some of the kinks before we take the leap. We've been back together for 8 months and I'm confident that once these minor issues are resolved, we'll have a beautiful healthy relationship.
I’ll call my doctor first thing Monday for sure. All I do is just keep apologizing today. And the PE lately has just made it worse.
Dump him.
Dump in not for your career, that’s not really the reason, but because of the fact he is unable to support you and care for you while you allocate your energy into your profession, which happens to be not only your passion as well, but an extremely driven job too.
You can’t pour from an empty cup, someone told me once.
You were broken up. You didn’t cheat; you have nothing to fix. Except, this entire relationship sounds broken tbh. My advice is to move on and stop trying to make it work since it’s clearly making neither of you happy.
“Hey, would you like to grab a coffee with me some time?”