You should be 100% committed to doing what's right for you both… Why be committed to preserving the marriage if the marriage isn't working? I'm not saying you have to give up here, just don't hang all your hopes on it working out because currently, it looks like your wife doesn't care too much about that – and it takes two to go the distance – you can't just will it into happening by yourself.
Your wife is emotionally cheating on you. That's a big thing to deal with and you should accept not being married in the future may be the healthier alternative.
Also, regarding your wife's stringent standards for your workplace friendships and paranoia over cheating, this is called projection. Your wife was so suspicious of your relationships with women because she either A) couldn't imagine having a similar relationship and not cheating and/or B) craves validation and attention – driving her to cheat on you while remaining paranoid that you are doing the same to her.
so i trimmed down there, took a shower and made sure everything was perfect. then my gf just dozed off. wtf i told her any girl would be happy to get railed by me.
can we have a conversation and make up sex? I feel so rejected
My husband, the gym owner's just not getting my business
Except maybe the sister. Maybe.
You should be 100% committed to doing what's right for you both… Why be committed to preserving the marriage if the marriage isn't working? I'm not saying you have to give up here, just don't hang all your hopes on it working out because currently, it looks like your wife doesn't care too much about that – and it takes two to go the distance – you can't just will it into happening by yourself.
Your wife is emotionally cheating on you. That's a big thing to deal with and you should accept not being married in the future may be the healthier alternative.
Also, regarding your wife's stringent standards for your workplace friendships and paranoia over cheating, this is called projection. Your wife was so suspicious of your relationships with women because she either A) couldn't imagine having a similar relationship and not cheating and/or B) craves validation and attention – driving her to cheat on you while remaining paranoid that you are doing the same to her.
so i trimmed down there, took a shower and made sure everything was perfect. then my gf just dozed off. wtf i told her any girl would be happy to get railed by me.
can we have a conversation and make up sex? I feel so rejected
Please elaborate.