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Model from: ca
Languages: en
Birth Date: 1988-11-14
Body Type: bodyTypeCurvy
Ethnicity: ethnicityMixed
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Date: September 30, 2022
Hey. I am sorry that I have nothing better to report, but I have been with a woman with BPD for over 4 years between 24-28 years old. It was the worst time of my life and left me absolutely emotionally scarred and struggling with depression for years afterwards.
It was the most toxic shit I have ever experienced. She accused me of infidelity on a daily basis. That I would be fucking my colleagues, her roommate, my ex and at one point, where she was extra crazy, even my own mother.
For years she gaslighted me, made me walk on eggshells, made me distance myself from friends and family, my own hobbies, basically everything that made me leave the house because once I was doing my own thing I would have trouble later that day.
I loved her more than anything though, although some might think why after reading this (love makes blind). She just didn't get any help. She tried several therapists but it was always that they were lying, all conspiring against her, she is not ill and everybody is against her. I believed that we can make it work, I fought with everything I had. Until I was empty and exhausted and started to consider things I never even thought about before in my life.
I had to leave her before one of us killed themselves. We made each others life a living hell. I am not innocent in this. My frustration about her lack of trust in me, after literally carrying her on my hands and giving her my entire heart and love – the most valuable thing I had to give.
I think it might have worked if she would have gotten help and medication. But without it, I doubt it would have gone any other way.
I am sorry I have nothing better to report. But that was by far the darkest time of my life.
Love the Dutch, they’re so direct
Any woman with a high interest level (attraction) in you would do everything/anything possible to spend time with you, including ditching friends or previous plans.
Time to reconsider your level of investment in time and energy for this woman.
How are girls falling for this shit? Where are their parents?
TIL 24 Million USD is “some savings”.
This may sound harsh, but you are having a very victim and entitled mindset to what is quite literally basic societal rules around genders. Can you not bear the idea of being separated for a few minutes while they are using the rest room? Are you really saying you should have the right to entire the women’s rest room at what I’m assuming is your high school?
Society has rules, you are not entitled to violate any of them or other people because of your feelings. Please develop some maturity and definitely go to therapy for these issues as you may find yourself happier with therapy.